Today I just feel like writing. The picture of my eye is just to emphasize that these are my views and I also don’t like the way posts look without a photo of some sort. I feel like I should write this to let it all out and then let it all go. I know this blog is typically about fashion and such, but it is my personal blog as well. This will probably sound like I’m going through a breakup, but I’m not. Well, not really.

Let me first say that I’m not bitter, I’m not angry, and I don’t think all guys are the same. My problem with men lately is that I keep encountering some of the same things. If it’s not going to work out, I almost wish something different would happen just to spice it up a little bit and give me a few different experiences. I probably expect too much of guys but I don’t feel that it’s unreasonable to want someone to put out just as much as I put in. Right now I’m emotionally tired. I don’t have the energy to keep giving them my time and effort anymore for it to turn out to be a waste and a disappointment. While I know we are young, I still think we’re too old to keep giving each other the run around.

I’ve learned that it doesn’t matter how old they are or where they are in life – they can still come with some of the same problems. It’s not like I go around looking for men to date, but when I get one I like I always take him seriously and start getting to know him and working towards a good relationship only to find that he has baggage from the past, communication problems, immature or illogical behavior, or just “not ready for a relationship” – I’ve heard that one far too many times.

It seems like everyone wants to play games and run through as many people as possible. I’m one that believes I can still enjoy life if I’m young and with someone, and I can enjoy life young and single too. I’ve gotten advice to date older and that didn’t work, and I’ve gotten advice to just use guys for sex like a lot of people are doing lately but that’s not really my style. As for now I think I’ll just block everything out. I should stop while I’m ahead, quit for a spell while I still have faith in men. I know there’s someone out there for me who will finally do all the right things, and hopefully I’ll get him when he’s good and ready.

“Nothing to do
Nowhere to be
A simple little kind of free
Nothing to do
No one but me
And that’s all I need
I’m perfectly lonely
I’m perfectly lonely
I’m perfectly lonely (Yeah)
‘Cause I don’t belong to anyone
Nobody belongs to me
And this is not to say
There never comes a day
I’ll take my chances and start again
And when I look behind
On all my younger times
I have to thank the wrongs that led me to a love so strong…”
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